Antony, a former Ajax and Manchester United attacker, does not understand why he is always chastised for his hitting motions and antics on the field. The World Cup participant for Brazil talks about his ‘circus antics’ in a conversation with The Players Tribune.
Antony was chastised last month following a striking action in a Europa League match against Sheriff Tiraspol: the Brazilian twisted twice around his axis with the ball at his foot without an opponent close. Antony’s antics irritated former Manchester United footballer Paul Scholes, among others.
“I was created in hell. That is not a joke,” Antony explains
According to Antony, the hitting manoeuvres he performs on the field are primarily a signal to the favela in Sao Paulo where he grew up. “I was created in hell. That is not a joke.” Antony explains. “For my European friends who might not know, the favela where I experienced childhood is actually called ‘Inferninho’, small hell.”
“Man, a few of the things I’ve witnessed… I was about 8 or 9 years old and headed to school one morning when I noticed a man lying unmoving in an alley. As I drew closer, I noticed he was no longer alive. In the favela, you become desensitised to these things. I jumped over the lifeless body, closing my eyes. I needed to get to school.’
Antony claims that dribbling has always been a part of him. “It came naturally to me. I didn’t back down from anyone: I played pranks on drug dealers, bus drivers, and robbers. With a ball at my feet, I was never afraid. So, if you think I’m a clown, you’re missing the point of my story. I was inspired by the talents of Ronaldinho, Cristiano Ronaldo, and Neymar. They were gods to me, and I attempted to emulate them,” according to the 11-time Brazil international.
Antony will not alter his style in response to the criticism. When asked, “What is the aim of your style?” The winger concluded, “what is the message you’re sending? I’m sending a message home, friend. People in Europe, where bread is served every night, sometimes forget that football is a game. It’s a nice game, but it’s still just a game. Life is serious, especially for those who have come from a small hell.”